Joker-alive

When I was a kid I used to play tetris on a gray game hand console.  It always bored me in the beginning so I would deliberately make it harder for myself. I would let the pieces fall in random places not letting them create the whole line needed to score points. And then just when it got to the top I would play for real, doing my best to clear away the mess I had created. Sometimes I managed it. Sometimes I left it too late and the words "Game Over" would flash on the screen. The game broke years ago, but I'm not sure I ever grew out of that habit.

You are a fucking Idiot You are so fucking caught up in your little world. How about you stop for a moment and think about how you behave? Lets stop and look at you from an outsiders prospective shall we? You hop from one persons bed to another with the only serious realtionships you have are with people you haven't even met in the real world. You want unconditional respect from those around you but do nothing to earn it, infact doing everything to lose it. You blame those around you for being skeptical of your 'career' choice when you have proclaimed your dedication to other proffesions time and time again but you've never stuck to any of

I have this thing about music and the pieces of advice it gives you. When I was 12 I wanted more than anything to have "Bette Davis Eyes" at 9 I went through a stage of wearing my "Sunglasses at night" through the ages of 7 until mid 9 I would often sing "Tina ballerina" to one of my friends dreaming of one day becoming the object of the songs attention heck at the tender age of 6 I considered being a "One Eyed One Horned Flying Purple People Eater". Most of this is no longer relevant to me at my current age and position in life although I do often come home after a night out imitating Corey Heart. However what this does show apart from